Satu saat nanti kau pasti terlihat, 
bagaimana hancurnya hati ini; saat aku mati. 
NANTI.

The You.

BY CHANCE

I am not falling in love. I just starting to get attached to someone. He is a friend, a good listener and he has been floating in my mind recently. I don't get time to meet him too often, and uhm we met just once on my birthday so he might forget what I looked like on that day or I guess he doesn't even remember my face. I am not going to blame him for being so careless about me as we are just friends. Yes, a friend by chance. How could he possibly know what I feel for him? I wish he knew it himself because I never learn how to flirt and I hate being so flirty. That is so not me. What I am doing now is keep sending him messages and being so concerned as he is going to sit for the final examination tomorrow. But for the time being, I won't announce his name or place his picture here. I learn from my past - not to show off my relationship. Plus, he is the first guy I met which I found so sheepish. I love seeing him being shy. I'll update you more. Keep reading love ;) 

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Terkadang, sebuah senyuman mampu melegakan hati yang sedang robek dimamah bisa.
Terkadang, sebuah senyuman mampu menutup setiap luka yang terhasil daripada calar-calar kecil.
dan terkadang juga, sebuah senyuman perlu untuk dunia tahu bahawa aku sedang berada dalam keadaan baik, jangan baca hati aku.


# calar-calar kecil hasil dari ketidakjujuran dan sesuatu yang pernah dan sedang dirahsiakan.
# bisa yang menjalar hasil daripada kesan luka lama, cuba untuk sembuh tapi bila bisa lama ditambah baru, apa mungkin akan sembuh?
# luka yang terpalit hanya kerana balasan nya tak setimpal dengan apa yang dah terkorban dek cinta yang boleh dibilang sejati sampai mati.


Aku rindu 18 April 2011 dan hari-hari sebelumnya. Di mana setiap hari ada alasan untuk rasa happy, dan orang yang betul jaga perihal diri aku masih hidup. Kan mak?